Vampire Heart

Random posts with all sorts of topics. The only thing they have in common is it's poster - me. :D

Emo poetry, look away

I wish I could give you my heart, cos I can’t bare to feel it, anymore.
I wish I could give you my life, cos I can’t bare to live it, anymore. 
I wish I could give you my air, cos I can’t bare to breathe, anymore. 
I wish I could give you my eyes, cos I can’t bare to cry, anymore.”

Written ~ Dec 2, 2012, by me



Disclaimer: they’re words, I’m not telling people to kill themselves. Also, yes, yes… Poetry, not physics or science. Eyes -> cry. Well, if anything ruined that, this disclaimer did.

  

"Friends"

You’re my friend, but you’re not allowed to breathe the same air as me.

You’re my friend, but you’re not allowed to know things about me.
You’re my friend, but I won’t be there for you. 
You’re my friend, but I can’t talk on the phone with you. 
You’re my friend, but you’re not allowed to see my face. 
You’re my friend, but I won’t look into yours. 
You’re my friend, but we can never look in each other’s eyes. 
You’re my friend, but if you die, I won’t hear your call. 
You’re my friend, but if you’re sick, I can’t help. 
You’re my friend, but you’re not worthy of sharing the same space as me. 
You’re my friend, but we can never hug. 
You’re my friend, but no birthday, no Xmas, no New Year, no nothing will ever be spent with you. 
You’re my friend, but I will always deny you even the simplest acknowledgment or forms of love. 
You’re my friend, but you can’t know about my wedding. 
You’re my friend and although I’m the most horrible person in the world, I love you. 
You’re my friend and sometimes I wish I had married you. 
You’re my friend…. 
You’re my friend… 
You’re my FRIEND? 
You’re nothing, at all. :/ 

 - Two people, a world apart, who will never share a world again.

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I just came up with this at around 4:44 in the morning. 5 am as I post this, now. Just something spontaneous that came within seconds. Didn’t have to try too hard. I’m sure the list could go on.

There was this awesome gothic lady bug on my lap, but before I could shoot it, it climbed up my back and disappeared.

—Me

A translation to Nightwish’s Kuolema Tekee Taiteilija. <3

missfolly:

Musical notation by Ludwig van Beethoven (I)

missfolly:

Musical notation by Ludwig van Beethoven (I)

My ex

My ex is the ghost that haunts me

That runs away, whenever he catches me

Only to come back and haunt me, again.

But always, always…

Running.

"Bleed well, the heart you’re about to fail. For reasons insane."

I was going for The Sacrament, but this will do just fine. <3

More death&#8230;
Tumblr, reinforcing plagiarism. I just keep reblogging the people I follow. A way for lazy people to feel like they&#8217;re doing something, I guess. A bit of what I need. :D

More death…

Tumblr, reinforcing plagiarism. I just keep reblogging the people I follow. A way for lazy people to feel like they’re doing something, I guess. A bit of what I need. :D

(via queenofshiva)

I suppose this kinda works, too. lol
gazaniga:

Indifferent

I suppose this kinda works, too. lol

gazaniga:

Indifferent